Written 11th June 2019 // I keep trying not to pray. I’ve caught myself at it a few times – like, halfway through a journal entry I’ll lapse into writing sentences addressed to some great ‘You’. Or, when everyone else is asleep and I’m lying in bed – the light switched off, covers up to my ears – I’ll start whispering out a few hoarse words into the dark.

God…?

Hello?
If you’re there…